Sometimes I feel like I’m standing on a narrow median in rushing traffic and sooner or later I’m going to fall off. Sure, I’ll stand there as long as I can, keeping my balance as long as I can. But, it’s a known fact that I have bad balance; I’m going to fall.

Lauren Gile told me once that I go around “sampling” friends. I guess it’s true. But, it’s not because I’m scared of commitment to people. I would consider myself a devoting human being. (Especially to unconditional love. It’s a beautiful concept.) I guess I just don’t know where I belong.

And I might not belong with you, but I love you anyway. See that? It is a beautiful concept.

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